I'm Feeling Very Ood

I feel very ood - like I have no emotion but at the same time feeling tired and vulnerable. It is so hot and I slept odd hours last night. When the England match was on and David Beckham had a free kick I saw it hit the middle of the wall two seconds before he struck the ball into that part of the wall. Also my body feels like rubber and the air is so thick that it is an effort to do anything and then when I do it such as going to the laundrette I fail to feel the weight in the bags I am carrying.

Also, at the laundrette I phoned my half brother Pete whom I have not spoken to for a while. He told me that my half Sister, Leigh, had died last month and the funeral was on 31st May. I went quiet and then told my Mum. The last time I spoke to Leigh was two months ago when I told her about my girlfriend and she was trying to get hold of Pete about her Will. The irony here is that my girlfriend, Lesley, was attending a friend's funeral this morning. Also, I have felt a little out of touch with things in the last month ot two so maybe the family loss would explain some of it.

Another coincidence is with the name - 'Oood'. The 'Ood' are alien creatures from the last two Doctor Who episodes yet the artist of the first track of the visuals DVD is called Oood. Um...
Synchronicity and procognition have not happened to me for a while (when it did it usually happened in threes). I wonder what all of this means.

I still need to speak to the staff at MMU and am wondering why I have taken so long to sort this out. Also, I was freaked out by the paving outside turning into skeletal forms when speaking to Lesley yesterday night.

I feel Ood now and am attempting some exercise and juggling and perhaps some work on my computer. I have so much outstanding work from three courses, running out of money, and struggling to get into a frame of mind to apply for jobs.