Get my ass into gear
Amongst other things on my list of things to do are to make more friends, particularly girls, and do different things such as theme park rides and 5 rhythm dancing. There is so much out there and I am stuck in here, in this dirty and disgusting flat withering away. Exercise and diet are on the way.
To be honest my creative work thus far is poor but of an encouraging and experimental nature. I just need some way to organise and co-ordinate my thoughts and ideas into a simple scheme that ignites my wish for action. So many ideas and not much time to catch and develop them. I need to break each one down and concentrate on simple and effective solutions. Simple is best and communication is key. Without feedback I do not know if my ideas are understandable by others and it can be difficult to know their true impact in terms of nature and culture. Take my poetry as an example. I have written many poems but none recently. I dictated some to this computer and found the structure, punctuation and verbal delivery important elements. But the most importance is the clarity and impact of the language to my audience. Yet I never thought of a perceived audience when I wrote many poems. The result is an incoherent mess and overlooking of the simple elements of structure and delivery. Vauderville can help me out here.
I live in a flat that is cluttered with stuff I do not use and needs a thorough clean out. So what criteria will I use for sorting out my life’s clutter? A plan, including room layout sketches and lists of what to keep and chuck is a good start. Yet this is not enough because I have the tendency to keep things because they may prove useful later or may make money if sold to the right person. This is not good as it breed a reluctance to dispose of stuff that has no real value to me. I admit that this is also true of my mind too. The result is a loss of temper, unwillingness to get up in the mornings and a desire to dwell within my own delusions. A good start is to meditate, exercise, diet etc. What I need is a change to a more forward thinking lifestyle.
To be honest my creative work thus far is poor but of an encouraging and experimental nature. I just need some way to organise and co-ordinate my thoughts and ideas into a simple scheme that ignites my wish for action. So many ideas and not much time to catch and develop them. I need to break each one down and concentrate on simple and effective solutions. Simple is best and communication is key. Without feedback I do not know if my ideas are understandable by others and it can be difficult to know their true impact in terms of nature and culture. Take my poetry as an example. I have written many poems but none recently. I dictated some to this computer and found the structure, punctuation and verbal delivery important elements. But the most importance is the clarity and impact of the language to my audience. Yet I never thought of a perceived audience when I wrote many poems. The result is an incoherent mess and overlooking of the simple elements of structure and delivery. Vauderville can help me out here.
I live in a flat that is cluttered with stuff I do not use and needs a thorough clean out. So what criteria will I use for sorting out my life’s clutter? A plan, including room layout sketches and lists of what to keep and chuck is a good start. Yet this is not enough because I have the tendency to keep things because they may prove useful later or may make money if sold to the right person. This is not good as it breed a reluctance to dispose of stuff that has no real value to me. I admit that this is also true of my mind too. The result is a loss of temper, unwillingness to get up in the mornings and a desire to dwell within my own delusions. A good start is to meditate, exercise, diet etc. What I need is a change to a more forward thinking lifestyle.
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